Monday, August 8, 2011

Is it really over between us?

I've been with my boyfriend for over a year now. I love him, he's absolutely perfect for me. I've dumped, and been been dumped by others before but nothing like this. I had broken up with him in the past. (Stupid reasons, I'm very hot headed :/) and I know I've broken his heart before. but he knows I love him insanely. This time he is the one that called it quits. At first it was a week long break, then we tried staying together but he didn't want to work out our problems, he pushed them under the rug and refused to talk about our issues and that hurt me..he obviously didn't want to argue so he broke up with me again. I did everything possible to get him back..somethings I'm very not proud of. I've cried, I've screamed, I've even went to his work, (a restaurant) to sit and eat. I walked to his work, and he offered me a ride back, he said it wasn't safe for me to walk. Everytime I ask him he says he still loves me but he just wants to be alone. And at times I feel crazed, i feel obsessed and I know that can't be helping, I know my constant badgering is only driving him further away but I don't know what to do. I don't believe its really over but I could be wrong. If theres a chance how do I get him back? If its over how do I let go?

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