My ex sent me this message, What do I do?

Wow sounds like you must of done something really bad because she even bothered to write this long message. It also sounds like that she gave you chances to hook up with her again but you have pushed her farther. Did you really cheat on her? If so, there is no way in being with her again. She saw you. She can't trust you anymore. If not, then tell her that you are extremely emotional and that you didn't mean to write her angry messages. Then promise that you will never do it again and swear on your mom or dads life and never do it again. Hopefully this works. If she doesn't bother to reply, or talk to you, then it's time to leave her and apologize and find another woman and BE NICE TO HER AND LOYAL AT ALL TIMES.